it's been 10 weeks, 3 weeks, and 3 days.

it's been a pretty positive change. i'm pretty content with the changes. mentally and physically i look amazing and i feel amazing.

everybody else though...not so much. it's getting to me.

today has been rough. i'm feeling really dysphoric and i don't know who i can tell. i feel like it's all i talk about and because my emotions are all over the place and...i dunno.

i'm sorry. i have to hide. i took my nails off and i'm going to pretend that tiffany is gone for a while.

it'll be easier for everybody else.