Essentially, the being that one possesses during life completes another, all in all its like a big puzzle. You keep searching until you find that other piece that fits so perfectly within your niche. Other pieces of the puzzle might fit somewhat decent in the crack but none would fill it as well as the piece that was cut JUST for you.


mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm must be a chocolate puzzle. you know with god being a woman and all. =P

God MUST be a woman.

God must be a woman. I mean…what else would constitute the amount of mistakes that she makes yet have people love her still the same amount. Certainly not a guy, if a guy makes a mistake….ohhh he is gonna be in for it when the women speak up. Whereas. If a woman were to make a mistake, a guy who loves them is not going to point it out, bring it up in every argument or every time they don’t agree. No way. Guys are afraid of that. they are afraid that if they bring it up, then the female would desert them and never come back. God must be a woman. People give her reasons and excuses for the mistakes that are made in life, and she has yet to admit to any of them and say ohh my bad. My fault. She just keeps her mouth shut and keeps doing it like she meant to do it, and then let other people fix what happened God must be a woman. No guy ever has that many people chasing him wanting him to be theirs. Men and women alike. Only females have that such power. Men are too embarrassed and cocky to chase their own sex. God must be a woman. Only a woman could make you feel like she’s mad at you without saying a single word.

Essentials
Underwear/briefs.
Socks

A response to a Confused mind

Don’t be sorry, there’s no reason to be, there’s no thank you needed. Appreciation is shown in your face and my help isn’t of choice but rather of heart. Don’t worry about what you offer and don’t offer; everything you accidentally give me is good enough. I have a friend that is beyond friends and that’s what I always wanted. I should apologize for not being able to comfort you that night. The stupid stick shift and center console was in the way….Laura, whether you know it or not. The help I offer to you is different from the help that other people offer therefore, for you to say you don’t accept it would be a blatantly irresponsible and wrong statement, I’ve never offered help in which you didn’t accept. Granted, it takes a while for you to take it, but you always do.

The Life 'n' Times

Like a drug it screams in my bones
Leaving me messages it bleeds through the phone
This beats murderous I’m tellin you so
Believe me I’m not walking on nails
Not lying through my soul
The only thing to save me before I fail
Is locked up in a box and I can’t find the key
Tried to file it down but its laid put behind me
Look at my hands its covered with ashes and soot look. See.
Watch my face. It scrunches in pain.
I’m trying to rest myself trying to put my heart to rest. It’s slain.


Here’s the thing, what you learn now, the things you learn now. The pain troubles and all that you go through, it’s going to directly affect the way you turn out to be in the future. That’s why people fall in love, because the other person teaches them what they haven’t learned yet. Something is setting you up. For something better, for something among the best, Somebody is setting you up so that you can teach another person how to live, love and die. Correctly. THAT is why people like me and you are so few. Because we..understand

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What if something happens, not in anticipation that it will...just a what if.


who will i leave behind?
what will we leave behind?
a legacy?
intamacy?
love?
a person who is loved?
what is our mark upon this world.

what is MY mark on this world. i am not scared to die, i am not scared to leave. i'm scared to forget, i am scared to be forgotten, i'm scared to not live enough, i'm scared to not be what i am. i'm scared to be fake. i'm scared to die without knowing that i was alive.



i am scared to die without the one i love. i want to be that old couple that dies with the person you love in your arms. morbid. but. im scared to die alone.

steve-o and gunit

Fate

This is what fate has to work with? I feel bad for her.
This is sleeps best friend? Death must be scared.
These are the lemons that life squeezes? Drinking must be sour.
Time flies like this? I feel embarrassed to be alive this hour.



Love is the ability to turn a dream into a tangible real bieing.

watchher

watch him. his face
as he picked up the broom and began to pace
his words were strewn across hte room and his heart began to race
he didn't know what to do, and his life. gone. and with it, you.
watch him, his stagger. sad and didn't wanna be bothered
each foot steps heavy with the guilt of just watching while smothered
it was like he was dying inside, and wasnt strapped in on the ride

Loveeeeeeeeeeee

i dont' believe in hell

i believe that heaven is only achieved once you fall in love

therefore everybody has an equal chance of heaven. no matter what you do. it's love that you have to work hard for.

because of you.

mememe

asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong. I
asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve. I asked for
prosperity and God gave me brawn and brain to work. I asked for courage
and God gave me dangers to overcome. I asked for patience God placed me
in situations where I was forced to wait. I asked for love and God gave
me troubled people to help. I asked for favors and God gave me
opportunities. I asked for everything so I could enjoy life. Instead,
He gave me life so I could enjoy everything. I received nothing I
wanted. I received everything I needed.



i asked for strength, recieved difficulties to make me strong
i asked for wisdom, and recieved problems to solve
i asked for prosperity and recieved the brain and brawn to work
asked for courage and recieved dangers to overcome
asked for patience and recieved situations where i was forced to wait
asked for love. and gave me a mind to help
asked for favors and recieved a million opportunities
asked for everything so i can enjoy life
recieved life so that i could enjoy everything
recieved nothing i wnated. but recieved everyhting i needed

true.

i edited it so that it wouldn't involve god...but im not saying that i don't believe in god. its just....to me, god is love. love is god. love powers all.

dream

fuck you, you AND you.   

dream

i have a story to tell.
its about a man
who knew lve too well
and a dream.
that seemed so complete
it split down the seams

Saget!

GTI

A lover and a fighter under the right circumstances

i'm a lover, but a fighter for her cover
i'm a lover, but the reason shes stronger
i'm a lover, with ideas so incredible
it makes her a fighter

Heather park

i died in my sleep1
why i cry and weap2
my mind is shattered3
in a line full splattered4
i lie down in essence5
watch tears jump the fence6
grab lyrics in the air7
form lines oh so bare8
i formed a friendship and field of worship9
with death when he left a comment10
now my space is invaded it's incomplete1
so i lied down in dry pavement and stared at my feet2
complete mind full of brains cooked and battered3
im so lost so full of complaints and im only getting fatter4
i drowned in a pool of my own voice and dance

Hundred reasons

Don't copy that floppy!!

Music post #1

a good song is.....


lil wayne - shooter =D

So it works now

so...it works now, uhh now what? i guess it makes it alot easier to work with.

awwqeqwe

asdasdasdasdasd

When dark turns to light, i'll hear you go.
yea i'll hear you go
Uncertainty rains over me,
cuz when dark turns to light, i'll hear you go
yea. i'll hear you go
Your sweet kisses locked lips with my weeping bliss
when i turn to light. i'll see your sight

Super frined oh super friend. You're friendship was a lie
built on foundation to celebrate the crooked lines
super friend oh super friend, you rang my neck in 3 different places
and common nouns now sound so fake comming from your face.
super friend oh super friend, you held my hand and cut my wrist for me
only to see me bleeding and laugh at me. super friend oh super friend,
you forgot my name and tried to play a stupid game.

you find another friend and then you're gone
so you dropped a note and began to float
you sang a beat and dried in the heat,
i focused on getting a second chance
then forgot how to take your hand and dance
kiss your cheeks and love you for weeks.
i don't know how to put it into words,
but ill do antyhing for a voice to be heard.
ah. i'm so in love. broken singing lifted above
Give me your hand baby. i'm so in love lately
lady take a ride and send me words that make me
give me a reason not to hate me and ill give lines so worldly
that your imagination will make a full stop over the sea.
ill help you transcend borders that were set so brightly
all for the name of repeatedly telling you that you are beyond lovely

i bought my first pair of flipflops today.


its weird.   

to do list

get whipe board to organize college.

pre med school

oh mannnn university of washington

hieus going to become a doctor!!!! NOW WHAT BITCH. ur gonna be serving burgers at mcdonalds and i'm going to be a doctor

When one spends the whole essence of his bieing looking for one thing he begins to convince himself that not only is it just existant it's the pure driving force that everyone lives for, no matter how mcuh you despise it or frown upon it.

cont.......



the only way my love is defined
is in middle school lunch lines

i wish i never got rid of the pictures that i took before she came.   like

everything.

i can't relaly blame her though

i just ddin't want to lose her   

caribou

The human psyche calls for the creation and humanization of beings whom have a better chance of being greater than oneself. We as people dub them as heroes. Heroes come in all shapes and sizes, from big to small, for it is the impact that they make on the livelihood of humanity that measurestheir greatness. In history, heroes were as prominent as the ideals that we hold them to. Every single great moment that happened in history resulted in a heroic action; let it be the discovery of the atom or the pillaging of a whole country. We as humans feel that if one cannot change themselves, one must rely on another to change the surroundings around oneself and call them heroes.
As humans we strive to achieve what we dream in order to fall into a sense of importance and accomplishment, when a person acts upon the dream it sets them apart from the average person. Take Ghandi into consideration he felt as if the world would be a better place if he was able to influence people, while that isnt a notion that everybody carries, the fact that ghandi didint just sit around and watch to see what happens and got upand did something about it gave him the label of a hero. Ghandi led his people, his followers into

I'm tired, like dead tired. I keep yawning and feel so out of it. i don't know haha. maybe i havn't been getting enough sleep, which is kinda funny cuz the tradeoff is that i CAN'T sleep. joined the fitness club today. i'm gonna look like LL cool J maybe get my mind off of everything thats been bothering me. oh oh lost my phone today too.

don't really care about that though.
i'll find it i guess.

i kinda don't want to.

The human psyche calls for the creation and humanization of beings whom have a better chance of being greater than oneself. We as people dub them as heroes. Heroes come in all shapes and sizes, from big to small, it is the impact that they make on the livelihood of humanity that measures their greatness. In history, heroes were as prominent as the ideals that we hold them to. Every single great moment that happened in history resulted in a heroic action; let it be the discovery of the atom to the pillaging of a whole country. We as humans feel that if one cannot change themselves, one must rely on another to change the surroundings around oneself and call them heroes.

As humans we strive to achieve what we dream in order to fall into a sense of importance.