Almost done

I'm almost done. t-minus 8 days. Thanks for staying strong honey. I'm honestly only as strong as you are, you're my support system, without you I'm not quite sure I could have made it. After all, the hardest job in the military is the job of a military wife.

thanks for staying strong. you have no idea how much your love means to me.

Mobile Blogging from here.

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We're young, I get it. People say we don't understand quite yet, they say it's too soon, like they are scared for us, that our decisions are too vast and riddled with complications. I respond by asking, have you ever woken up and felt like for once in your life you aren't asking what if?

I love you josanne, you have succeeded in making me forget what it means to question my actions, you have effectively made me confident that my actions now will lead to a life of greatness, you are the one that pushes me to take action, the one that makes me fight myself when I'm scared. And For that, among so many other things is the reason I am so in love with you

Location:Polizze Ave,Las Vegas,United States

I'm in drill right now, met some girl that's a straight bitch. G says it's cuz of basic. I think it's because it's her ugly. Just kidding. Probably because all other guys treated her like shit in basic. I understand...I guess. I don't think I'm gonna change....other than being prouder of myself and more confident. Which would probably make me an arrogant asshole, lol.

drill starts June 17th. I'm still not in shape. It's ok though. I'm owning life hardcore.

I'm not fighting to make the world a better place for those asshats that run America, for those idiots that fuck you over because of who you are, what you are or your education, rather I fight for my family, my wife, my future children and the ability for YOU to have those children that will change the fucking world. We all start somewhere, get your head out of your ass and stop thinking I'm fighting for somebody that doesn't care, because last I checked...you care. Don't you?

Good god

Just bought me and josanne iPhones. Dope. We are on the same line. Spent the morning playing words with friends with her....she owned me. Damn it feels good to have a gf that is articulate and can read a book without getting confused.

Lol, basic starts in 2 months, June 17th 2010. I say this day marks the day I leave a boy and come back a man...haha!

Btw, check out how low Juanita is FUCKKKK

Location:S Durango Dr,Las Vegas,United States

“Differences got overlooked because we speak English,” Mr. Schell said. “They look like us, wear the same jeans and use the same cellphones. “The assumption is that we’re all the same, but we’re not all the same.”

hit me on my beeper

I'm done with the whole....dressing like a girl bullshit. It was fun to say the least but...I don't want to risk losing jj or anything, besides. now that im getting bigger and skinnier....i'm actually enjooooooooying being a guy. hahaha. fuckit. =) she makes me happy, i make me happy, we make each other happy.

ANGIODEMA.

WORD OF THE DAY

ANGIODEMA.

Not only do i have angiodema, i have hereditary angiodema.

IT FUCKING SUCKS.

Hereditary angioedema (types I and II) (also known as "Quincke edema") presents in the second to fourth decade, and is characterized by local swelling in subcutaneous tissues.[1]:152In hereditary angioedema, specific stimuli that have previously led to attacks may need to be avoided in the future. It does not respond to antihistamines, corticosteroids, or epinephrine.


fuck you science. damnit.

A very common mistake men make when interacting with women is to put on a pair of glasses that helps them say: “I will endure anything she says, I’ll overlook any flaw, if it means I can get one step closer to having sex with her.” When you’re interacting with a woman, stop idealizing her. Stop putting a halo around her head. Why? Because if you idealize her and fail to recognize all the cues about how she really is, you’re going to get yourself in a heap of trouble. You’ll be in love with someone who is deeply flawed and you missed it because you lied to yourself. Stop idealizing. When you meet a woman that seems perfect, hear the warning in your head that says “Stop Idealizing!” It can make a huge difference in how fulfilling your life is.


i have one word for this:

ALLISON

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I used to hate this country

I used to hate this country, for our beliefs, for our values and the way we go through our life thinking we are the fucking best of the best. I used to say i would never fight for this country. I used to think that fighting for this country would be a total and utter waste of time. Then i realized, those men and women who fight for this country aren't fighting for the country but fighting for the people of this country. I would join. To fight for you. To make sure that you and those little hieus and josanne's in the future are sa[f]e. I would join.

i think i'm joining the army soon. this economy is such shit. i need a way out, and the way out is to get help.

My life feels like it's at a stand-still, i need money, i need a job, i need a good job, i need to be able to support us, i need her to grow up, i need to grow up, i need my life to be on point, i need my car to stop looking like shit, i need something, i need everything, i need closure, i need to figure out for what, i need love, i need to remember i have it, i need EVERYTHING TO BE IN ORDER. fuck.

If i ever feel better

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Invite list, wedding

1. Kristina Canezo

2. Elaine Wong

3. Laura Garcia

4. Shawn Jordan

5. Ryan o'leary

6. mark calixto