I had a horrible dream last night, it seriously bothered me hardcore. It scared me, to the point that I honestly felt like crying. So i picked up my phone to call somebody who i was sure would listen...but decided not to. It was 4 AM and i was sure she'd be sleeping...so I just laid there, thinking....i eventually fell asleep tho.
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edit: 02/10/08
Sometimes i find it hard to fathom the amount of stress you put on yourself, what with the juggling of the trust that so many people put in you, the amount of joy you bring to so many different people and the connections that you helped keep alive between people, even the connections that formed purely because....well, because we are friends with you. sometimes, its hard to imagine what goes on in that mind of yours, and it kinda scares me what you do to people...how happy you make people. the sad part of this all is that, i dont' think you know how much each and every one of us appreciate your friendship, and i can speak for more than one person when i say that if one day you were to just disappear...that things would be pretty damn bleak.
hmm..why am i writing this? i'm not quite sure...i think i just wanted to say thanks.
thanks laura.
there's a reason you are THE laura.
