Save the world. Save a life. Save the universe

Why. Why do I feel like I have to save everybody. Why do I put this pressure on myself. Why can't I be content. Why.

He turned 1

2012. early. hah. i don't see how anything else would happen at this point. gimme so mo!

son turned 1.
he walks now
he said auntie last week.
learned no yesterday
he watches tv and comprehends it.
laughs at stupid stuff on tv.
laughs at stupid dad
laughs at funny mommy.
pride of my life.
lost my best friends
got back in touch with one
lost the other.
don't think it's going to fix itself
don't know if i care so much
so many other things to focus on.
work at a xray company now
davis laboratories
don't get paid much but it'll look great on my resume.
actually for the first time trying hard in school
actually working out to my benefit
still failed my first exams but at least i know my shit
moved out to an apartment
somewhat on my own. but i'm married. so i'll never be on my own.
yes.
got a new car. a g35. dream car attained. never getting rid of this thing. love it too much


things are good. friends are renewable.  life isn't. do it right. do it well. reap the benefits and make a throne. your life is your own. don't base it on the judgement of others. 


heres to hoping that it all works out.