What if something happens, not in anticipation that it will...just a what if.
who will i leave behind?
what will we leave behind?
a legacy?
intamacy?
love?
a person who is loved?
what is our mark upon this world.
what is MY mark on this world. i am not scared to die, i am not scared to leave. i'm scared to forget, i am scared to be forgotten, i'm scared to not live enough, i'm scared to not be what i am. i'm scared to be fake. i'm scared to die without knowing that i was alive.
i am scared to die without the one i love. i want to be that old couple that dies with the person you love in your arms. morbid. but. im scared to die alone.
